which way is up

im 56 years old married for 13 years. i have been in and out of mental hosap. for the past 10 years. nothing is helping. my husband tries to be my DR.i cant concentrate on anything but the fact that i am still on this planet, hurting inside so deeply and i ahve never been in such a black hole. why cant other people understand i dont want to be like this. i have had my brain shocked at least 15 times and they just screwed up my memory. i just want to stand on the highest point and yell: DONT YOU PEOPLE GET IT YET?????I dont pray for world peace, i pray i wont wake up. i hate the pain im in and

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